Insert thoughts here........I really dont have much to say today. Plenty of thoughts and really no positive ones. Annoyed.........I will be fine like always. When does it get old just being fine. Where is the line that you someday get to jump across and not be fine. I surely try my ass off to get ahead and it dont fricken work. Put it in Gods hands, Think positive, keep trying, Keep your head up, Someday something good will happen, You deserve someone, Things will be OK. All surely are novel thoughts. Where is the reality? When do I get to enjoy life with no worries?
Please no one freak out or worry about me. I do enough for everyone. I will really be fine, just crappy day for thoughts and my mind is going crazy. I am aloud to have negative thoughts on occasion and I keep a blog to throw them out there and get it off my mind. Thats all. Life will go on just like it always does and someday we all will die. I just hope I get to see a good worry free day before it happens to me. I am actually really going to sart my own website this weekend for donations to Give A Life to Eric. Just a buck. If a bus driver can get $700,000 for sympathy why cant I just get $100,000?
Anyway, night. Sorry and thanks for letting me vent. Please know I am normally a very positive person and try to look at the good things. Just didnt work out today and tomorrow will likely be just fine. Not looking for pitty here or to worry anyone. No one obviously has the answer to when it will all be better and worry free. So no need to answer that.
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