Starting Over....

Alrighty folks.  I am going to give this whole blog thing another run.  I need to try harder this time to keep myself accountable and on track to constantly improving my life. Someone special has really opened my eyes to the shortcomings I have.  Mainly being that if I were to be in a relationship, what would I have to offer?  My health is not so great with my diabetes, sleep apnea, over weight and no sort of fitness in general.  I am easily tired and run down after very short periods of time.  As far as being active with someone in a relationship in any way, shape or form would not be very impressive.  Would love to be able to go hiking, walks around the parks or anything else that requires some sort of physical fitness and endurance.

So main things are get a diet in order, quit smoking and establish some sort fitness routine.  Fianaces is a major part of my success as well.  I need to get them in order.  I have to get everything I owe anyone paid off and I will need a new vehicle very soon.  I have to stick with the several sources of revenue I have been trying to get on track.  My main job is always my primary focus.  Its an awesome job and has so much potential.  Second Ihave a vending route I run and I need to continue to slowly build on that.  I need to help my friend to increase Jump Castle business rentals and use my Snow Cone machine to generate money.  Lastly my Pizza Cards fund raisers needs to be worked a little hear and there.  Along with all this I eventually would like to get Pest Control License.

So I have my patches to help me quit smoking laid out with my gum.  Will be putting it on first thing in the morning.  I have a really bisy day at work and am going to try and make sure I have no Sweet Tea or Soda or sweets all day tomorrow.  Then do at least a walk tomorrow night and wacth videos on using th bow flex in our living room. 

Two more things I would like to incorporate in my daily routine.  I want to be alotting time to read my bible, motivational books or maybe even learn to meditate.  I also want to make it a daily practice to do something that makes someone happy and note something daily I am thankful for.

I belive in dreaming big or ya are not dreaming.  I want everyone to laugh and be happy.  Everyone deserves to know they are awesome, appreciated and needed.  I need to live my loife to set that example for others.  Even stupid things like getting pissed at other drivers in the car.  They have to go. 

Thank you for helping me get on track.  Your a special, beautiful and amazing person.  I hope life gives you what you truly need to be happy, no matter that may be.  Love ya all and thanks for reading this...