Well Friday was a very welcome day. It was another long day worked till almost 7. Was pretty beat athe end of the day. Went and got some wings and had a couple beers and crashed by 11 last night. Here is the fun part. I slept till after 11. Wow, I was really tired. Been a long week. Had to jump up and go set up a Jump Castle with Clinton, then we went and had Mexican for lunch today. Time we finished lunch and I went to get a prescription filled for my blood pressure medicine, the family called and wanted to have it picked up early because party was over. No problem there, means less of my night wasted. Or so I thought at least. I grabbed a nice cool shower, cause it was hot as hell outside and I sweat like crazy, layed down to cool off and relax and dozed for an hour at least. Finally got up to go grab some dinner around 8. Then went and hung out at Barnes & Noble for a couple hours. Just like to look for new books and read a little bit. Pretty relaxing. I want a Nook Color something terrible. They even went down to $150. Anyone who wants to get me a gift I will love ya forever. :)
So as you can see all my sleep today has me up late doing nothing. Other then this stuff I reflected a bit today on what I hope for in the future. Day by Day is the way to do it, but hard not to think about what might be or could be somewhere down the road. Even if it is months or years. I always dream big so wouldnt expect any less of myself. Keep going and think about the present seems to work best. I beat myself up mainly because the moment is not where I expected to be at this moment. It kinda kills me that I am almost 40 and can not yet see myself being sucessful at something business wise, financially secure and controlling my destiny. I still have some time for sure, so we will see. Just takes one thing to happen and life can change in a moment. For the good or the bad....
Hope its for the good. Well, i am gonna lay down for the night and dream about what could be someday. I know dreams come true for many, when is it my turn? Rock on people of my blog world. Love ya bunches;)
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