Sunday, September 23, 2012

Days 31-35 Just More Stuff

Well, I am back.  I know ya missed me.  All 5 of ya.  LOL.  So a few things to share today.

Watched a couple movies this weekend.  Lovely Molly, nothing special and A Cabin in the Woods.  It was OK.  Supposed to be scary movies but just a couple gross scenes and thats about it. 

Kids were here this weekend.  Always a good time with them.  Friday night we just grabbed some dinner and went to the house.  I wasnt feeling well.  Terrible headache and just icky feeling.  I have cut out all sugar and it sucks.  Diabetes was getting out of control so had to take action.  No more Pepsi and sweet tea is not fun.  So I get water, diet dew and sugar free pink lemonade.  I cant stand the fake sweetners, rather just do without. Was in bed at 10.  Saturday the kids had bowling league and we went to pool for a bit and then took Lexie to the store so we could get stuff for her Birthday Dinner and I let her pick a cake.  We made Shrimp Alfredo with Bowtie Pasta and she got an Ice Cream Cake.  We watched some movies last night and everyone was out around 11.  They went home around 1 today cause I had a Jump Castle rental to set up and their momma said they left a wreck at home to clean up. 

So my baby girl turned 12 on Thursday.  Cant believe it has been 12 years for her.  She is such an amzing little girl who isnt rushing to grow up, THANK GOD.  She is in 6th grade now so she is noticing boys and she has chatted with momma about a few things.  I have her holding off on make up for now.  I dont mind if she wears a little, but she needs to know she is beautiful without it.  I want her to be happy with who she is and not what people want her to be.  I dont think any women need it to be beautiful.  She is auch a good girl, she gets good grades and stays out of trouble, most of the time.  lol.  One more year closer to child support freedom.  Ugggggghhhh.

Work has been work.  Just pluggin away to get things handled best I can. Enough about that.

This is something that has ben bothering me. I was chatting with a girl via text only and everything was going well, we had even planned to meet up and hang out.  Well we were having a conversation the other night and she said something about black people.  It just rubbed me wrong and I dug a bit to see what she meant.  She pretty much said she didnt like black people and they scared her.  She said they were mean.  Well I couldnt even believe she went there and had the nerve to say something so disgusting and ignorant.  I tried to explain I know mean people of all races and ethnic origins.  She just felt that way.  Ironic part being she complains about being judged and wonders why she cant meet a "God Guy".  Well duh, learn to respect all people for the person they are and not the color.  I dont see people in color, I see them in compatibility.  We get along or we dont.  We agree or we dont. So I pretty much cut off the conversation and said good night.  Next day I cut it off all together.  I cant associate myself with someone who makes such ignorant statements.  It would be different if this was a kid, but a grown women!  Just shows how stupid and blind people can be.  Hard to believe people still really think that way.  I know they do, just hate to hear it.  People are people, PERIOD!!!!  Anyway just kinda sad.  She is a sweet girl with such a narrow mindset.  Gotta make some changes if she wants changes in her life.

I am still plugging away at the  Pizza Cards.  Have to find a better way to get in with some fundraisers.  I dont have time during the day to visit and e-mail not working so great.  We are trying to come up with a Golf Card as well.

NEVER PLAN A FUTURE WITH SOMEONE WHO HAS NO FUTURE PLANS FOR THEMSELVES.

Great quote I found on Facebook tonight.  Sums up all the women I meet and talk to.  They never have any drive to do anything with their lives.  They could care less about tomorrow, much less a year or 5 from now.  I ask usually pretty early on about what they dream about for the future and if they have anything they are going after in life.  Honestly they act like I just said something in Russian and they have no clue what I mean.  Makes me lose complete interest in them.  I want someone who can dream big and has big plans for their lives.  I wont settle for less.  She has to support my way of thinking big and be part of trying to obtain big things with life.  If not I will just stay single.  I am in no hurry and dont have to settle.  I just want someone to be happy with, I am not particular about material things, looks, what your past is, how many kids ya have, or if you have money.  Dont be content on welfare and food stamps though.  Have a plan to get off them.  Anyway I could go on forever.

Alrighty I am gonna quit here.  Just feel like being a bum. Gonna likely work from home tomorrow. Have plenty of paperwork I need to get done.  Have to go get bloodwork in the AM.  Gonna get smacked by my doctor.  Well at least I am working on the sugar now.  Nighty nigt peeps!!!!!!!!!!

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