Shits Gettin Real!!!!

So, I enjoyed an awesome vacation this past week in MD.  I wish I could move back right away, but I cant is the reality.  Im not a writer so dont pick apart this post.

I did plenty of thinking while in MD for the week.  I realized many people I know are living the life I wish I could live.  Go out when you want.  People spending hundreds of thousands of bucks on boats, people doing what they want when they want.  All what I cant do these days.

So what do I need to do to get there?  It will be 4-5 years till I can move back and be with all my friends and family.  So I figure I want to be there by then.  I am here cause of my kiddo's.  MD would be to far from them.  If I can figure a way to spend 2 weeks here and then there and make a living then off I go.  Dont look like that will happen any time soon though.

In the meantime, I need to make some MAJOR changes to make things happen in my life.  I am gonna update here as much as I can with my changes and progress, but no promises.  I just want stability more then anything in life.  Stability, Happiness and Jesus in my life.

I am gonna lay out my goals as quickly as I can and will elaborate more as we go.  So here we go people.  Follow as you may, if not then your loss.  I am going to start on these tomorrow as best as I can.

1)    Quit Smoking, duh self explanatory.

2)    Dont spend money unless I need to.  I am talking be the cheapest ass fool you know.  Ketchup packets to fill bottle type cheap.  No eating out, No fast food, no junk, no dumb ass business stuff....

3)    Eat Healthy-  Just in general eat healthy, no junk food, no sugar, Mainly sweet tea and Pepsi, Shakes for breakfast most days, just no garbage into my body in general

4)    Exercise daily at 30 minutes even if its walking.

5)    Spend 30 minutes a day in the bible.

6)    Hour a day reading.

7)    Check sugar twice daily.

8)    Weigh myself twice daily

9)    Pray 3 times daily

10)   Up by 6am, plan on moving to 5am later

11)   Tell kids I love them twice daily.

12)    Thank someone daily for being a friend

13)   Find a person daily who is struggling and ask them to help.

14)  Call parents weekly

15)   Learn Spanish

16)  Find a good daily quote.

17)  Stay positive at work

18)   Work towards a home based business.

19)   Clean out clutter physically and mentally

20)   Work on a relationship with a good woman.

All easy stuff right?  Hell no.  Its gonna suck.  I have to make changes if I want the rest of my life to be awesome like I deserve.  Many will say here we go again.  Many will say this will suck, many will say I cant do it and many will say, here we go again.  I understand it all.  Im going to prove all the naysayers wrong this time.  I want the good life.  I want no bills.  I want money to spend when I want, how I want.  I want to have more to offer someone special.  This is how I will make it happen.  All the games begin now.  Kids are not gonna be happy with no spending if I dont have to, but they will get over it.  I have amazing kids and they will understand.

Shits getting real, time to live like no other so I can live like no other..............